thee autobots

a lyrical chronology

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08.30.96

11.09.96

"who we is"

get down on the floor
and show us what you've got
get down on the floor
cause we're thee autobots
 

"hope"

why can't you see- that what i say is not a lie
no prior motives- to give you reason to decry
but you still won't listen to me, and i guess it cuts too
      deep, cause i just don't understand

i've never had- problems like the ones you hold
never clouded- with a vice that turned my vision cold
and i don't wanna see you lost again to yourself
      and a desire to ruin it all

   so what can i do- to get through to you
   and show you that i'm only here to help you make it through
   i think i've got a better way, but I don't know just how to say
      the things I need to in the words that will then convey
      my point... and my hope
 

"out of the rut"

you've got lots of stuff you keep inside
that you won't tell me so you hide
then you run and tell your friends, it escalates to bullshit, yet
even you admit you have no pride- no pride

   all i wanna do is help yet i'm made to be the fucking jerk
   and if you can't even speak your mind to me, shit, then its not gonna work
   you've got that will inside you-- if you'd just let me guide you
   i'd help you out of the rut and you'll be on your way

i feel like my voice is inside a cave
i'm so far off and you're in your grave
but we're both standing here, feeling so far apart
and i need to be off, i've got more roads to pave- to pave
 

"the same, the game"

when we look into the mirror one dimension is all we see
and when I take account of myself the same old thing applies to me
i try to put my best foot forward, i could always use a helping hand
but a finger pointed at me is what i receive, and i just don't understand

     your stupid egos make me sick
     its all the same, the game
     played by a bunch of fucking pricks
     its fucking lame

everyday i listen and hear friends backstabbing, talking trash
they talk about egos, yet their own bullshit's spreading like a rash
sooner or later i should have figured that signs would point back this way
i thought you were my friends, so i really don't know what to say

   at least now i won't feel the need to
   defend you anymore, 'cause i know there's no reason to
   go on and be jealous of me
   i don't feel ashamed, cause i know i did it all for you
 

"flotation device"

behind your grin, i know that you're a real smooth talker
on the road of your mind, you must appear a cool jaywalker
little do you know-- you're sinking in a pool of your own making
                 and there's no one here to help you

count them down-- many favors asked, a million
dressing up in supposed mockery of cotillion
what do you know-- they pulled your "plug" and again we watch
                 you flounder into the hole you dug (for yourself)

     its impossible to clear that wall- and its impossible to hear me call
     when I'm speaking the truth
     you always had someone who could play nice-
       you always had a flotation device
     but now you're drowning tooth for tooth
 

"visor"

i know where i go, continue too slow
i've been staring at the sun far too long
feeling of neglect, my hand won't protect
i'm stuck with the feeling i've been wronged

  in the downlight- in the downlight, here i melt
  evaporation- sensation i've not yet felt

but knowing that i might, stand strong in the light
until i find a way to block out
the feeling of neglect, my lost self respect
and a whisper i can hear like a shout

  like a glide bomb- like a glide bomb, it still falls
  when the day comes- i know my aggressor never stalls

and when the night comes, i know i have run
into the arms of someone who'll protect me
no feeling of neglect, no urge to defect
just support so i can plot defense correctly
 

"honkeys"

oh yeah
 

"pittsburgh pa"

inside my mind i see a place that i have been once or two times before
calling me out inside a dream telling me things that i cannot ignore
in the closet i have the fruit of its tall trees and in my heart i can store
a longing that i have felt on nights when i'm awake and its a little past four
                                        ...my mind's in pittsburgh

inside my mind i see a place that i have been once or two times before
calling me out inside a dream telling me things that i cannot ignore
a feeling to tide my heart when my life is just a shackling bore
 

"baggage claim area"

sit and wait as seconds pass
the clock is cruel, it forced a sigh en masse
outside is the glow of some ancient-fallen snow
and i wonder if this day will be the last

the blinds are drawn, the door is closed
locked inside a fear that no one knows
an urge to go outside, even though i know my pride
will surely shrivel up as the wind blows

   and i don't know what i'm gonna do
   when the world starts turning
   it's lucky i don't seem to care

my thoughts are racing, speed times ten
and this uncertainty comes up again
even though i'm brave, being treated like a slave
is no gauge for bravery in men

my current state, i feel just fine
like unclaimed baggage, i won't do my time
waiting all alone just to find another home
the world it holds no pressure on my mind

   and i don't know what i'm gonna do
   when the world starts turning
   it's lucky i don't even care about it
 

"birth defect"

is it a birth defect that makes me feel cold and wet
that leaves me hazy, and just a little scared?
i keep inside all the pain that i hide
but i'd be nothing without all the tears.

     i need you now- and i'm feeling helpless
     i got lost somehow- but how can i accept this
     and how could i allow- you to leave me here with

   the radio tuned to one o six point two
   metallica was playing "sad but true"
   here on the floor there's nothing I could do-
   praying in the dark to melt with you
 

"one teacup"

you sit pensive on your stool
a fan in hand to keep your cool
its all just within reach, the dull afternoon has been breached
from somewhere, the smell of burnt fuel

   an accentuated alter-ego
   and i start to wonder "where did she go"
   even in your smiles, i start to count the miles
   but i don't know how to tear the mask off

one teacup wrong, one teacup right
and a moment passes like a fuse on dynamite
i scream even louder, "can't you smell gunpowder"
but my voice must have been too light

   some footsteps stumbled from the table
   in a splendorous ballet, disabled
   self-approval indeed, but the audience disagreed
   wishing for the face behind the puppet
      being pulled by strings

and in the distance, i can hear a whiny voice proclaiming,
"don't worry about it... can i pour you another?"

   an accentuated alter-ego
   and i start to wonder, "where did she go"
   now in your smiles, i see a million miles
   and a nameless manipulation
 

"hell on wheels"

out on a dare, wind in our hair
breezing right by and throwing away all care
as cool as it feels, we're hell on wheels
no one can catch us with wind on our heels

fields go by, trees go by
going so fast, we almost cannot see them
towns go by, world goes by
on the horizon as fast as we just leave them

busting past trains and tripping up planes
burning the highway and taking up both lanes
shot from a gun straight through the sun
and not even singed or worse when we're done
 

"unimpressed"

i wouldn't go that far, i wouldn't give a second chance
   to anyone but you
but when you proved me wrong, i didn't flinch, i just looked deep and
   accepted it was true
when the flock came down, metamorphosis in parenthesis
   around your former life
i start to wonder why, find a motive for or a reason which
   would help me wash your knife

  colorful situations sew the robes in which we're dressed, but
  "the world is trying so hard to leave me unimpressed"

  (quoted line by m. eddy)
 

"noise ordinance"

so you're a marshall of the law? well if that's what
you call justice, well, i guess i just can't hold it true
and if i had to name one flaw about you, well
i'd say that your anus has engulfed you

and now you've spoiled all our plans with a simple
plot to show us all just how you serve and protect
you wouldn't dirty up your hands to prevent any
crimes that would really make you worthy of our respect

   and, of course, you'll enforce
   a stupid law that makes no sense
   ruin our fun-- objective number one
   done nothing wrong and yet you tell us all to dispense
   and, of course, you'll enforce
   a stupid law that makes no sense
   you can't stomp us, you're just pompous
   your reprimand, it won't promote reverence

and so we didn't let you thwart us
with a maximum head count of one-o-one
and there's nobody to report us
to shut us down; we're dancing under your gun
 

"wanted you to know"

she said it with a gleam in her eye- but i couldn't tell 'cause we were
talking on the phone- i felt threatened for once in my life;
                  i sat there as she said,

   "i'm talking to you and i've got something i must say--

   you know its true that the thing that binds like glue
    could surely fizzle out any day
    its not out of the blue- no, it didn't sneak up on you
    my certainty turns your design into a lump of clay..

   ..and i just wanted you to know."
 

"save the tuna"

tuna

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